"Straight killing it"

I like to express myself

And get these feelings off the shelf

Shake myself off and let these urges fall off like the fall weather makes leaves fall 

I suit up and show up and don't give up

Let myself be trained like a soldier

And keep my composure

Addiction and psychosis might be my diagnosis but recovery is my main focus

A friend told me I was "Straight killing it"

I just smiled and said, "I'm in my zone I'm feeling it and I will just keep spitting it"

He replied, "Ok little m&m"

And that's when I shared, 

"I've always loved writing and poetry, anything related lyrically

Sends me good vibes of en-er-gy

& If I had the nerve I'd grab a mic and spit em so everyone could hear em 

But I'm not as good as Marshal Mathers or Haystak, I'm just a grateful recovering addict"

SPEAK LIFE

There will always be a war raging within 

So I utilize words as a weapon of defense

I treat it like a rap battle; 

Move my chin, use my fingers & put it down on paper

& then the attacks going on inside subside

Because see, death and life are in the power of the tongue

& when I write, type and spit the words of life

It gives breath and air to my lungs

"Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof."

Proverbs 18:21